a kinda fuck you to the people around me who keep talking about doing bigger and better things but never follow through! while i was at DV in connecticut i decided that i wasnt going to wait for anyone anymore. i love art and making art and being able to live because of art. i thought i had dropped all of the dead weight years ago but i was wrong! i hate missing out on opportunities that would benefit my career because some loser cant make up his mind. taking leaps is scary sometimes but id rather try and fail than sit back and let the world run laps around me.